11-02-2014

 

Yay! Small Victories!

She peed in the back garden tonight, it went on and on and on, I think she’d been holding on to it for ages poor little thing.

She came to work with me today and was very relaxed. All my singers were smitten. I had her bed on the floor next to me at the piano and she slept soundly while we did our vocal training. I created a workshop called “Circle of Calm” all about feeling how when you sing relaxed what it’s like and making tons of space in the lower part of your voice. We had such a lovely time it was a small group tonight. She handles that well. She can try out tomorrow night although she will have been under at the vet so I’m not sure how she will be.

 

I can’t leave her at home alone so I will bring her but she will be ok, I will find her a spot next to me and she can sleep. We find our way together.

I also walked the bike back from the studio to home with her in the basket, she found that a bit strange but I shall need it tomorrow when we come back from the vet.

I hope it will be ok, I know it will be, just going to trust fully. And if she dies I will deal with that but she won’t die. I’m doing things differently with Grace. Not panicking about operations, not being so dramatic or fearful of losing her. Just taking things a day at a time.

She seems to be more happy today than yesterday. She slept in my arms last night, looks like my no dogs on the bed rule won’t cut it….

I will try to write tomorrow after the vet if I can, it’s a busy day so I am not sure if I will be able to but I will try. Otherwise I will write Thursday morning.